At what age does one stop pretending that those few extra pounds really do bug the shit out of you?
I have realized, for me its RIGHT THE FUCK NOW! I mean really who am I kidding, noone, that's who. If I where the size I should be, everyone would want to be like me, instead of me wishing I was like them. I had to go up one more size the last time I bought slacks for work. Let me tell you, I went home so pissed off, I ate everything I could for a week. YEAH, that really showed me. What a disgusting circle. Emotional eater that's me.
To be honest, its not that I hate my body. I just hate how I feel about my body. I already have and I quote, "huge boobs". However, in the last few years, I have added stomach and thighs to go along with it. Let's face it, i need to lose about 60lbs, that's right I said 60.
My biggest problem with my weight gain, is I am setting an unhealthy example for my 13yr old daughter. She deserves BETTER! So here we go ladies and gents. I will start today. I weighed this morning and que the dunt dunt dunt music. I weigh 214lbs
SUCKS THE BIG ONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I have a new workout plan and eating healthier plan, so I will let y'all know how it goes!
Later Gator!
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