I find myself thinking to much. Really its remembering that the problem. I have been thru to much, husband who cheated and is now my ex-husband but we see each other all the time, talk everyday several times a day and still have sex. I'm not seeing anyone else, he however, sees other women. I recently found out that he was sleeping with a friend of mine for several months. I first confronted them four months ago and they both got mad and tryed to make me feel bad for even thinking such a thing. Then they got into it and he admitted it. She is engaged to be married. Does everyone cheat? I don't get it. I'm no angle either. When I knew he was cheating I would talk to other men. I didn't sleep with them, but it was the emotional fix I needed.
Now, I am divorced and wanting to be married. I can't be married to him thou, we fight to much and even thou I love him, I don't trust him at all. He also sleeps with the same woman he cheated on me with for 5yrs. And there are others, women he has worked with and I don't know what else. Most of them knew he was married with children. They don't care. I am so broken from all of this. I don't know my place and it is killing me.
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