Wednesday, May 2, 2012

"The Almighty Dollar"

I am at that point where you see what's in the grocery cart and the lady at the register says that'll be...And you think, "What the hell, last week I bought 3x's as much and it cost less!"

BILL is my most hated 4 letter word. (oh I can and do cuss like a sailor when provoked)

Thinking of investing in a good quality color printer.  I hear that's the way to make your own $$$$.  I have a good job, I put in my 8-5 and yet, not enough money. Yes I get my child support every two weeks.  I would like to start saving some of it for these lovely teenagers I am raising.  Seems like everytime I lay out a plan to get things done/in order/paid in full/what have you. I get hit again with the oh yeah i forgot/need to get this/something comes up! Ugh & Grrr!

Yes i know I have always had financial issues, I like to spend money.  However, as a single mother, I don't spend like I use to.  I don't shop at all.  If I am at the store it's because we NEED something.  I no longer see something and buy it.  I take care of my bills and the extras that pop up here and there. There is no extra, telling teens this is like telling my dog she is really a bird.  I always feel guilty for not being able to do the extras and the Ex is no help, with his I am going to do all of the things we told them we would do when we were married but I couldn't be bothered because I was with my girlfirend and our new baby.   Yes, he has a child with his ex girlfriend that was his girlfriend when we were married.  Another story for another day!

Point is, I am broke, and tired of it.  JUST SAYIN'!





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