Today is like every other day. Sun rises and the minutes go by. People have there plans and agendas, they are getting on with the business of living and I applaud them. Once in a while I REALLY want to be like them. to have my plans and activities that I need to do. For the most part I do have them, but that black cloud has found me again and is sucking the life out of me. DEPRESSION. It is my kryptonite I can not run from it, if it is anywhere in the room it brings me to my knees and lately it has been at my side.
Most don't understand it, they say just get up and be happy. Why? is the first thing that comes to mind, then the mind takes over with all its doubt and plague of what a loser you are. EVEN THOU I REALLY DO LIKE MYSELF, I BELIEVE I AM AWESOME AND CAN DO ANYTHING I WANT. This cloud takes it all away from me.
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